Sunday, June 29, 2008
i really think that i hafto do something about the skin of my blog. its not even nice in the first place. what was i thinking when i published it?? huh?!and furthermore it looks dead. i visited a few blogs justnow and i could feel that there's life. my entries are already so boring. the skin is not giving any mercy either. goodness.
went to hospital today to visit one of the newest addition to the human population. my cousin's son, Ryan. he's so tiny! i was a bit scared to carry him since he looked so fragile. my cousin's wife was lookin quite terrible after labour. god. it scares me. im sure it hurts like mad. i still remember taking care of my sister after she gave birth to Irfan. eeeeks. she couldnt sit, couldnt lie down, couldnt walk, every slightest movement hurt. and she told me, the most painful of all was the tear in the ass PLUS the 2 overgrown rock on her chest, the boobies! it was so freeeeakin heavy and hard, swollen basically, when you lie down its like suffocating you, when you sit or stand its like pulling you down. wow. pam anderson has to live with that every goddamn day. wooosh. i dont need mine to be that huge. no thanks.
still, every sane mom would agree with this: after all the hassle and all the pain, everything just dont matter when you see your child. the life you've been carrying around for 9 months. its just so rewarding. :D its rewarding enough to see someone's new baby. imagine seeing your own. WOOO. i want a baby now! HAHAHAHA. right.
shit. work tomorrow. #$%@!!!
smiled at 11:38 PM
Saturday, June 28, 2008
i'm a current event blogger. and im gonna blog about my day that actually went great, but sadly. at the same time quite horrible.i woke up early today to do my hair. cos the roots were growing and everyone around me was telling me how much i needed to touch it up. so yeah. i went to the salon with maria and nini today. after sitting down for like 3 hours,
1) the roots are still black
2) the hairdresser cut my fringe a bit to short and too thin
3) if i dont either pin up my hair or wear a scarf, i will look like a nerd/nyonya/ah lian with this thin fringe.
thank you.
after the hair, we decided to do our feet. so we went for a pedicure and after sitting for like 3 hours,
1) there are still many visible dead cells on my feet
2) the dark spot that i actually wanted them to do something about it is still there
3) i dont fancy the colour that i chose
thank you.
just see it for yourself:
memang hodoh dan bodoh.
sikit sikit macam alien.
i just wish someone would give me 1K to do the complete make over. please tag my board if you are interested.
ARGH. i need Zohan.
smiled at 9:07 PM
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
almost everything that you've been searching for is all in that someone. and that someone feels the same way for you. thinks you're beautiful just the way you are. appreciates you and your every way.the feeling that rarely hits you. over the moon. over the stars. over the rainbow. over the whatever you want to be over. cant help but to feel the butterflies in your tummy. your days go perfectly even if things get a bit messed up. isnt it just nice.
but sometimes u just need to snap yourself back to reality. yes its beautiful. its almost perfect. but the flaw makes it close to impossible. but then again, you just cant help but fall deeper.
for now, im just waiting for september.
giorgio cattivo. :D
saya rindu kak maria jahat. kak awah lawa. kak nini sayang. kak pekjah bisu.
saya juga rindu semot dan lane bedek kata nak jumpa!
hmm. why do some people have to be mean in what they say?? sheesh. do they even think before saying it? im sick of getting hurt by unneccessary comments. get a sifter. my life. my way. my pasal. goodness.
smiled at 12:27 AM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
ANNOUNCEMENT ANNOUNCEMENT.nothing to announce actually. its jus dat salwah said my blog is like an announcement page so yeah..
im so fed up. i think im the messiest girl on earth. i am so disorganized i feel like committing suicide. i spent a lot on toiletries jusnow. i bought a lot of products for my hair, hands my feet cos i planned to do treatment on my hair and do some manicure and pedicure. i reached home at 730 and its now 920. but what have i been doing? lying on my bed with my office clothes still on. AAAAAARGH. jus when the hell am i going to change!
how can some women be so neat, tidy, clean, disciplined. they would look so nicely dressed and feminine.. im jus not all that and it sucks! :(
IM JUS FUCKING UNTIDY I WANT TO KILL MYSELF.
i better get my lazy fat ass up and do something..
and SOMETHING does not equals to sleep you lazy bitch.
smiled at 9:16 PM
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
this thing is a bloody cibai. im so sleepy but i cant stop thinking!3 MEN GO INTO A MOTEL. THE MAN BEHIND THE DESK SAID THE RO OM IS $30, SO
EACH MAN PAID $10 AND WENT TO THE ROOM.
A WHILE LATER THE MAN BEHIND THE DESK REALIZED THE ROOM WAS ONLY $25, SO
HE SENT THE BELLBOY TO THE 3 GUYS' ROOM WITH $5.
ON THE WAY, THE BELLB OY COULDN'T FIGURE OUT HOW TO SPLIT $5 EVENLY
BETWEEN 3 MEN, SO HE GAVE EACH MAN A $1 AND KEPT THE OTHER $2 FOR
HIMSELF.
THIS MEANT THAT THE 3 MEN EACH PAID $9 FOR THE ROOM, WHICH IS A TOTAL OF
$27, ADD THE $2 THAT THE BELLBOY KEPT = $29.
WHERE IS THE OTHER DOLLAR?
blardy toooooooooooooooooooooooot.
smiled at 1:18 AM
if there is a day that im just too tired to blog, it CANNOT be today. i jus came home from watching a movie with SHAN. omg.
AND. AND. AND.
i sat right NEXT to him throughout the movie. OMG AGAIN.
i was the only one sitting next to him (besides this random uncle whom i bet dun even give a shit that its SHAN sitting on his left) and ross wasnt there cos shes at bali so only SHAN was there. :D :D
and i felt like i was the only one talking to him. cos the other winners brought their bf/gf along. and as always typical kental mute singaporean. and salwah was jus not interested in shan. only i was. so it was jus ME. and shan. HUHUHU.
hulk was awesome. especially with the fact that i was sitting beside SHAN. OMG AGAIN.
i was just over the moon. HAHAH. i smiled the whole journey home.
hulk was definitely worth every penny. not tat i took out a penny, but really. it was great. romantic scary stressful all in one.
so listen to 98.7fm. cos you'll be hearing my voice the whole week. :D i introduced myself as Rosa. dont ask me why. honestly, im confused with my own name.
one word for today. AWESOME.
smiled at 12:09 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
the day went great. until i got caught sneaking out. haha. shithead.yeah im fuckin 20 years old and i still need to sneak out. fuck right.
went to maria's at about 6plus. stayed until 8plus cos i had to go dinner with family to celebrate father's day. ate till about 11... and we went home. so after dat sneaked out to maria's to hang out with them till about 4. damn it. i opened the door and my dad was watching tv.
he was so shocked to see me. ahahhaha. he was like
"where did you go?!"
and since we were telling ghost stories, the first thing that popped out of my head was something ghostly.
"my friend saw something so she got scared and called me to accompany her" HAHAHAHA.
and my dad said
"oooh so now you're so brave!"
then i said..
"she's my friend of course i have to help what.."
then he went to his room and i heard him nagging to my mom.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. BULLSHIT. yeah i feel like a 12 years old.
i wonder when the hell im gonna be treated like an adult. oh well. lets see if this would still be happening even after i turn 21.
whatever lah ah.. gotta go to bed now. my head hurts. have to wake up at fuckin 6am to go johor. damn.
signing off
12 year old girl.
smiled at 4:12 AM
Friday, June 13, 2008
seriously, no shit to update about whatever happened recently. cos nothing happened! but.. i look forward to the weekends and monday!ok tomorrow, its sad cos i wont be able to make it for dinner party at maria's. :( but its ok. cos i'll be celebrating father's day. so its alright. i'll be making them honey wings and sandwiches though! im so jealousss of them.. i wanna be there tooooooooo. :(
sunday, i'll be going to Kulai. dunno where the hell is dat but im jus excited. cos my dad rarely drive to another country! but its jus a short trip though. we'll be back on the day itself. i jus cant wait to sit back and enjoy the ride. looking at unfamilliar surroundings. yayyy nice..
okay monday. i have a date on monday! with SHAN WEE. omg omg omg. how hot is dat. ok not exactly a date. cos salwah will be tagging along (padahal she was the one who won the free movie tix by answering some question on the radio) along with a few other people who won the tix too. sibok la dorang ni. we'll be watching HULK. i'm SO gonna search for a camera phone to bring with me and take pics with him! since bringing a camera would make me look so jakon. :D
oh. the day before yesterday, i called in to ask for two songs. one, shayne ward breathless and two, im yours jason mraz. and i sounded a bit like a bimbotic cina. i enjoy calling the radio dis few days. tersampok salwah. oh well.. if it gives us free stuffs why not! example : a movie with SHAN. woooooooo.
smiled at 11:52 PM
Monday, June 9, 2008
its a monday, 3.17pm and guess what? IM AT HOME!i woke up in the morning and yeah. i was TOO FREAKIN LAZY to go to work. so thickened my skin and urgent leave lah hor.
so today im gonna be lazing around and do some housework like i always say i would. nyeh heh. i am enjoying and appreciating every minute of my time being at home! i feel like kissing something. muah muah muah!
yesterday, i went to catch indiana jones with serene. seats tat was left was only the ones in the front row and hell yeah it was a strain in the neck. overall the movie was alright. lots and lots of scene tat was TAK logic at all. but okaylah. a movie dat needed a lot of hardwork with a good storyline. n serene's getting more comfortable with me. i very much enjoyed his company! go go serene lightning!
i havent been seeing irfan and i missed him like never before.. since im home today, i got to see him! i love irfan and he loves me too! high 5 saliva-ed hands!
alamak mcm ngantok lagi pulak.
smiled at 3:17 PM
Saturday, June 7, 2008
saturday night eeeyai eeeyai eeeyai yai yai yai. be my babeh!(its just a song dat i jus feel like singin right now so jus read and dont complain)
so yeah. saturday night. but i jus feel like staying home.. clean the kitchen.. clean my room. clean the living room. wash the toilet. i noe dat sounds a little bit cinderella-ish. but trust me. i bet it wont happen. HAHAHA. cakap je.
woke up in the morning jusnow to follow my mom, dad and my sis to jb. they went for a massage but i didnt. i followed to the massage room and laid myself comfortably on the bed and slept for 1 hour plus. but it felt like a whole night! wow. my body must be really really tired.
yesterday. after work me and sawah went to meet nini martini and maria cheesecake. we had no freakin idea wat to do so we went to arcade AGAIN. arcade is the happy place for us now i guess. and after spending a few buckeroos we left the arcade and didnt know wat else to do. so we jus walked aimlessly to haji lane dunno watever for. but it was fated tat we accidentally met with aaron and friends. so chilled with them at going om and played some card games. i laughed so hard being around them i think i peed.
nini showed me her private blog which she had since we were in secondary school. and when i read her blog, it made me realise the importance of having either a blog or a diary. there were so many things that we did dat i dun friggin remember. and those memories are SOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOO EFFING precious. so im gonna blog and blog and blog even if its not important to me right now. im gonna blog all i want even if youre gonna get bored. i d o n t c a r e! HEHH.
dis is one picture from her blog dat i dun freaaaaakin remember taking. not a single bit.
semenjak bile pulakkkkkkkkk aku ambek gambar dengan mat salleh bertattoo ni. and WHY sawah always get to stand beside the hotter one?? dis is NOT fair. oh and yeah. me looking as telor as ever. :D
oh. my hair is growing well. its getting longer and its lookin better. dis few days i dunno why i think im hot lah. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. TAMPAR AJA KALAU NAK TAMPAR.
alone at home. hungry. bored. and there's a camera right in front of your face. dis is wat happens:
some gambar bodoh i enjoyed taking. if i can do it, so can you!
smiled at 7:10 PM
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
today i woke up feeling miserable. my throat felt like it was experiencing war. and my temperature was jus too high. i msged my colleague to tell her dat im not coming. and i slept back up to 11 am. wow... dat was nice.so went to meet salwah(as she was also sick) and nini. went to polyclinic together. after tat we headed to banquet @ causeway point and i ate my yong tau foo dat i have been craving for! it was YUMMmy. we didnt noe what to do so we headed to timezone. and we had so much fun! i even tried the para para dance with nini and nini was so cute!(she asked me to say this if i were to blog about it).
and after that we headed to northpoint to hunt for some shoes. but we ended up going to timezone AGAIN. didnt regret every penny though! i even forgot that i was sick! so yeah. dat was all.. i got myself a pair of HOT HOT HOT shoes........ :D :D :D :D
dahlah. logging off. need to go to work tomorrow. dammit.
smiled at 11:36 PM
today, i went shopping with my soulmate, salwah. we went to chinatown since we remembered the last time we went there were a whole lot of stuffs which were so nice and cheap. so yeah. we spent like 3 hours shopping for stuffs there.
i got myself 2 dresses (including one pink bimbotic look kinda dress), a pair of shades, and a handbag! yes. no shoes. shitface. there were no shoe shops tat sells nice shoes!
oh yes. theres sumthing i want to complain about. i ever blogged about my new bag. the one i took a pic of. and the pic is still somewhere in one of my entries. fux. i saw the exact same bag. at half the price! and its not 10 or 20 bucks im talking about okayyyyyyy. idiot Series cheat my money.
im feeling so goddamn sick. AGAIN. my throat feels like theres a ball of fire in it. my temperature is shooting up and down whenever it wishes to. n i am experiencing this uneasy feeling that when you on the fan its too cold and when you off it its jus too hot. damnnnnnn. i have a feeling i might not be going to work tomorrow.... ;) after 2 months of not taking mc or leave.. wow. im the bestest employee anyone could ever have.
godd.. i can hear the sound of a lizard somewhere in my room.. omg....... if it suddenly show itself im gonna freak out mannnnnn.
help. im in trouble.
smiled at 12:19 AM
Sunday, June 1, 2008
sunday. i can feel my head aching already. its a norm thing to happen on sundays. the weather is so hot and im lazing around. which is the perfect combination for a headache. but still. i prefer sunday to monday! urgh. gonna have to go to work tmr. urgh.yesterday night.
i had a blast. we had a blast. went clubbin wit the girls. we took lots and lots and lots of pictures which turned out sooooooooooo hot. we looked like pcd. HAHAHA. but the sad thing is, its all in laney's camera. and her camera went missing! everyone's sad. especially laney. cos there are so many precious memories in there and it was a present from her mom. :( im so sorry laney..
i was dancing so hard i dun even remember there was a guy behind me dancing with me the whole time. i mean i know he's there but not literally dancing WITH me. i thought i was dancing alone with my girls. when everything's over the girls started teasing me. they said he was looking at my ass the whole time. THE HELL? i didnt fuckin realise. i guess i was high on fruit punch.
a dangdut song was played on the radio in the cab ride home. maria looked at me and said "salina! lagu raya............" pokaywak. mcm nak bantai aja.
okay off to continue cleaning. yesterday's laundry is still not done. dammit.
smiled at 12:48 PM
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