Friday, August 20, 2010
wow. out of a sudden i just feel like lookin at my blog. WOW. i havent been blogging for more than a year now. God. my last entry? i look damn retarded. who takes pictures with a bunch of blue fish wrapped in a pink towel and post it online? ohGod?anyway, a lot has happened in a year (or more). its been bittersweet. REALLY bittersweet.
the highlight?
i feel like a princess. why? cos prince charming has finally decided to come into the picture. :D i'm not pretty enough for that role? its ok! call me princess fiona for all i care. her lovelife is still as beautiful as mine!
so prince charming made his way to my home.. all the way from Morocco.. to Singapore. miles and miles away. never knew this kind of fairy tale would happen to me. :D came to be here with me and to find the best thing possible to settle and eventually have hope for our future. months passed, to be exact, 7 months passed and to our horror, it was the most stressful period of our lives. but, at the same time, it was so beautiful i dont know how to describe it. :D :D
i would so love to go in details but at the moment i dont feel like it. perhaps next entry.
just wanna say that, i am VERY happy with my life right now. its simple. i dont have that many friends anymore. (yes, dont ask why). i have a few precious ones with me still, a dreamguy (yes im telling you, guy of my dreams who decided to just appear, but im not gonna elaborate on that cos i will have to squeal but im in office right now so i cant), my family, and this november, there'll be an additional little human! cant wait cant wait!
im so thankful to Allah for my life right now. its not as smooth sailing as i hope it would be but its still reallllllllllly good.. Alhamdulillah!
smiled at 3:38 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
woooops! apologies for whoever that came and the entry is still the same. I've been hella busy! time for a quick update.OMYGOD. i just realise that i havent showed my new babies HERE! how can i not?! here they are! there's five of em. small, pretty and very BLUE!
awww. arent they sweet? whoever that thinks taking care of fishes is crap, SUCKS! i love my fishieeeeees.
next, my hair! MIRACULOUSLY, my hair is starting to look GORGEOUS. after buying product after product and wasting a whole lot of money, FINALLY, i decided to give this product i've been keeping in my drawer for months now a try. i bought it when i was in Thailand. AND IT WORKS NOW! my hair is now CURLY, soft, bouncy and flowy and it smells reeeeealy good! guess how much it is. TWO FREAKIN SINGAPORE DOLLARS A BOTTLE. ooooooohmy.... someone please go thailand and grab 20 bottles more for me..... :'O
ok maybe its NOT that obvious here. but i THINK its now nice and im happy! apologies for the nature of the picture. i was about to take a shower LOL.
see what kitty has to say!
oh please remember that my friends.
ok ciao babies!
smiled at 10:37 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
starting tomorrow. CANT WAIT CANT WAIT. :Dthis the the second consecutive weekend that i just stay home and laze around. partly because im broke and partly also because im just too heavy. HAHAHA. yeah i think so.
right now im right in front of the television with my brother in law makin a whole lot of noise watching manchester united vs everton. I WANT TO WATCH TV but oh well.. im always sweet. always give in and end up watching 20 men running for one ball.
oh God.. why do football exist?
smiled at 11:18 PM
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
confiding in girls about the opposite sex will never work. they'll start coming out with their own theory. i dont deny maybe i give stupid advice to my girlfriends too? lol. well its always good to have a close friend who's not of the same gender. if everyone understands everybody the world will be such a better place! as of now.. according to Bisch, i'll chill.moving on..
after about 1 and a half year of not hearing from him, out of the blue yesterday he called me. YES MY EX BF. i saw his name on my phone when it rang. my jaw totally dropped. contemplating whether to answer or not to. and i thought to myself
"oh come on.. its an old story.. the past. and i've moved on. so why not" so i did. i tried very hard to sound like myself on the phone.. friendly, cheerful or at least nice. but i couldnt. i sounded matured and cold. lol. that was what he said. hmmm. from the things he mentioned.. seems like he read my blog or sumthin. but then again, it cant be possible. only my close friends know about the existence of my blog. except if i bloghop and decided to put my url. at which i dont think he's friends of them. i dunno.. whatever. he called to say he's sorry for being sucha bastard. hmm..
well.. i dont wanna hold any grudges but memories will stay. its sort of like a scar on me now.. however, i wish him well and have a great life ahead.
new update: wan is being sweet and he agrees to be my personal trainer. HAHAHAHAHAHA. so im under professional supervision. and if it doesn't work too. i think i should just kill myself.
smiled at 9:16 AM
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
PMS. PRE menstrual syndrome. how do i stress on the word PRE here? its suppose to be BEFORE. but i've been facing it since last Saturday. uhhhh. fucking tiring..some girls get cranky. some girls become weak. some girls get cramps. i get ALL of it. PLUS. the bloated feeling. the no appetite. the depress feeling. the whole freakin body feels uncomfortable. PMS IS FIERCE ALRIGHT.
forget it and moving on..
yesterday, met up with the idiot i mentioned about. apart from not being able to be myself fully cos i felt weak like vegetable, everything was okay i guess.. first time meetin a dude and i dont feel awkward whatsoever. i instantly felt like i've known him for long. i think partly because his ways was a whole lot like Vira. another huge idiot. so i felt comfortable. saden mamak irritatingly scrutinizing a girl but they're actually sweet.. boys will be boys!
oh yeah! finally i met with Iman on Sunday, this 29 year old Morrocan lady who lives with Salwah's family for a few months now.. me and salwah were at the corridoor on our way to go out and Iman just got back home. from afar she saw me and shouted "WHO IS THAT!"
she charged in and introduced herself. used her hands and stroked my hair. touched my face and said "masyaAllah!.. masyaAllah... so beautiful masyaAllah!.." she went on for about 2 minutes. i was shocked. no one in the world has ever reacted that way towards my outlook before in my life. LOL. and i got to know from Salwah it didnt end there.
when they were at home, Iman expressed to Salwah what a beauty she thought i am. she said "masyaAllah salina is beautiful... i see her as a delicious dish.. if she's in Morroco 10 men will be knocking at her door asking for marriage..! singapore men are blind!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.......... can u believe that? DELICIOUS DISH? HAHAHAHA. if a Morrocan girl think that way what more a man?
NO WONDER i get messages from bloody HOT Morrocan men! DAMN. im living at the wrong place!
hair update: fucking no hope.
smiled at 9:17 AM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
the first part of Wednesday March 25th's entry? i think u can totally ditch that. cos i know the problem! its not me but its the other person. totally not my type i guess. but right now... HEH HEH..shall update more later.. what i know is. i've been laughing non stop for the past few days thanks to this particular idiot. :D im sure u know this great feelin a'huh?
howwkay. how's life been treating me? goood. really good. but i dont know whats wrong with me i've been so bloody lazy lately. gotta get my butt up and get my act together!
last thursday was the last day of being alone in office. i was quite sad actually. it was really fun having the whole friggin office to myself. singing out loud. blasting the radio to whatever i want to. having the table like this like that however i want it. this monday, the new girl will be comin in. i hope she's much of a help. im not in the position to teach! IM NOT AN EXPERT YET. but oh well. im pretty sure i cant run away from teaching and supervising. damn. I CANT COME AT 9.45am anymore. HAHAHAHA.
i hope all goes well for me in everything. work. family. friends. love. life. insyaAllah.
smiled at 11:05 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
gotta admit the last photo of myself i uploaded was damn disgusting. i feel kinda disgusted looking at it. lol.SIGH! my blog has been so boring lately! havent been bloggin much about interesting stuff because nothing interesting has been happening! and plus, my stupid camcorder's usb cable is MISSING again so i cant upload the tonnes of pictures i have... lets do a quick update on life!
dont be so pathetic rosalina.
today! its a public holiday! woohoo. and what am i gonna do? most prolly me and salwah, who else, we'll be rock climbing! and then we'll go swimming! but it all depends on what time this woman is gonna wake herself up from sleep.
if plan fails, i uhh.. have nothing else in mind.
oh did i mention? last saturday me and her went to Sentosa again to catch the sunset and let the cloud, stars and the moon blanket us through the night. yeah we're not fans of letting the sun burn our skin. we prefer to relax and get cold! i love the beach there at night. no one will be around it feels as tho the place belongs to us!
apart from salwah, girlfriends are missing due to their hectic schedule. :( miss them so much. but its ok. nini's and faezah's birthday is gonna be soon! im sure we'll meet!
please do myself a favour and get a new digi camera. camcorders sucks. mine at least.
smiled at 8:33 AM
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
have you ever cried your heart out because of your hair?i just did. and i feel like doing it again.
i went back to the salon to get it fixed cos the curls was totally gone by the third day. and the woman did traditional perming to my hair using rollers and some perming solution which i can get nini to help me with at $15.
and right now my hair is fucked up.
its fucking dry and fucking hard. it looks like fucking pubic hair.
after so long of taking care of my hair for it to grow long so that i can finally have curls, in just one night my hair is being turned to trash.
eff. you. see. kay.
im out. to cry.
RAMBOT CIK PON LAGI LAWA!!!!
smiled at 10:46 PM
Friday, April 3, 2009
this morning i asked my mom"ma is there any difference to my hair?"
she replied "why? what did u do?"
i asked again "is there any difference or not?"
she replied. "no. its just messy"
MAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my heart is crushed. :'O
smiled at 9:55 AM
Thursday, April 2, 2009
i saw my sister at the lift lobby on my way home and i asked her this question:"do i look different?"
and she replied "why? what did you do?"
and i said, "i did my hair."
she replied, "did what? colour?"
HELL NO!
i rebonded AND digital permed.
i spent a few hundred bucks and my hair looks the same. :'(
what do u think....
smiled at 11:57 PM
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
i met with my dream guy yesterday.i was hugging and kissing him at his cheeks. so in love i didnt wanna let go..
he's the guy in my dreams.. literally. lol
little did i know my dream guy is a skinny myanmar lookin fella. totally not what i actually have in mind. haha. but oh well. it doesnt matter how he looks like aint it? as long as he treats you well and makes you feel like you're floating on cloud 9.
damn i want to dream again!
smiled at 9:35 AM
Friday, March 27, 2009
i've been so busy with work im extremely exhausted. SIGH.yesterday, out of the blue my boss asked me to join him and his bestfriend for lunch. we went to a turkish restaurant and i had sultan kebab. oh my god. i still cant forget about it.. its YUMMY! we also had turkish pizza and some turkish bread with hummus. can i just faint now thinking about it? so yeah. lunch was free. HEHE
and then i was workin till late and the bosses were still around (mine and the other lawyers next door) when they wanted to go off they insisted i join them for dinner. so yeah dinner was free too. HEHEHE.
we went to Majestic Hotel and had cantonese food. honestly, i didnt really like it. i tasted better chinese food but they were all like "mmmmmm. mmmmmm." hoh well. i think my tongue still prefers cheap food. HAHA. the only thing i enjoyed THE most was the dessert, crispy durian ice cream. OMFS.
we were there from 8.30 to almost 11. i was so damn sleepy and i thought to myself "damn... im so gonna take a cab home" which i didnt. cos one of the lady lawyer offered to send me home cos her husband was gonna fetch her. little did i know her husband drives an Audi convertible. shieet.
my face was so shagged and i was wearing nonsense yesterday.. sat at the back seat, and i honestly felt like a maid. HAHAHAH
smiled at 10:22 AM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
is it me? or is it not? sigh. very rimaslah.. i guess i'm actually really not ready to date anyone huh?oh wells..
im gonna have some new babies joining me tonight!
ieat the fish breeder is gonna give me some of his hundreds of fishes he owns!
i dunno. i've been living with a pet since forever. and not having a pet makes me feel very lonely. since my hamster died my dad told me not to have any pet anymore. in fact, he was like forbiding me to! but.... im just gonna bring in some fishies.. heh heh.
i hope to have a pretty tank for them!
smiled at 7:36 PM
Monday, March 23, 2009
some men just dont get it dont they?i cant stand it. i've been through a relationship with a clingy man, endured and i hated it. right now dating life is not any much easier. urgh!
the period of getting to know a person should be a nice one. its a great feeling to receive a message from the person after a long wait. you'll go all gaga receiving a short and simple message like "hey what are u up to?" or "how was your day?" at the end of the day. but if you keep on receiving messages from them asking stuff like "where are u? with who? what time you going home?" this kinda shit that even my mom dont ask, its IRRITATING. this is not showing care and concern its just purely irritating.
its ridiculous to ASK for a message. stuff like "message me when u get home" OMAGAD. what is this? punchcard?
to begin with, im not your girlfriend. and even if i am.. i'll message u when i want to.
and in sites where u post your profile up, i cant believe how persistent one can be. this dude was basically cutting and pasting his message (at which im sure its the same message he gave to 2053 girl 'friends' he has in his list) which includes not 1 but 3 of his mobile numbers and his msn add. with the subject title "hi add me on msn" gawd.. i received 5 of his bloody irritating msg and by the fifth time i received it my blood was shooting high up! i dont usually do this but boy i told him off. this is what i said:
"please stop being irritating by sending me your cut n pasted message over and over to me. sorry to be frank. but i have to cos i guess u still dont get it. im obviously not interested. thank you."
what a great feeling. HAHA
sigh! what a tiring process.
smiled at 9:31 AM
Sunday, March 22, 2009
ohmygawd. i had THE most fruitful weekend ever!i've been trying to be a proper girl lol. and i've been doing it for a month. so far it has been a success!
what is that?
i've been cleaning my room every alternate days. n every week i'll wash my clothes, change my bedsheet, vacuum, mop. omg im sucha happy n clean girl. HAHA.
so on saturday: cleaned in the morning. and at noon went shopping at Tangs with mommy. she bought me a watch and i love it so much! not because its pretty but because its from her. i love mommy!
then in the evening met up with the usual saturday babies. as usual we were drawing lots on where to go. salwahs suggestion was randomly picked. her suggestion was to go to telok blangah and so we went.
we went to the abandoned alkaff mansion. it looked pretty scary from the outside. sadly, it was really sealed. only vira managed to climb up and check out the house. from his description it sounded really cool. it looked like a 60's movie set. omg how cool. other dudes didnt continue climbing cos they heard a man's voice moaning. it sounded somthin like the azan. eeeks!
so off we went to 'kampung cantik'. another abandoned house... it wasnt scary at all. it was just.. uhh. dirty. lol
and another place we went was the best. it was near the botanical gardens. im not sure of the name. to reach the abandoned rundown house was like trekking thru the jungle. ironically for the first time i didnt feel scared AT ALL. i really wonder why.
so we walked through the forest for about a good ten minutes. damn it was deep in! and finally we reached an open space where we cud see the clear sky with stars.. gawd the view was breathtaking! to reach the house we had to climb a hill. and the ground was basically mud!! we were laughing our ass off cos a few couldnt move and some of them had their shoes sinking in the mud! damn i had a good laugh. little did i know at around dat time 5 of my friends heard a woman's laughter. u know. the famous 'mengilai'. shit man. luckily they kept it to themselves until we got out from there.
so when we finally reached the house (with body full of mud!) the first level was empty except for some really dirty wood, tiles and the typical stuff u would see in an abandoned house. when we wanted to take the stairs up but someone from the second floor threw rocks at us! up till this now we're still unsure if it was human or not. a few saw the figure of a man and when the shouted 'oi!' the figure would hide. i dont know!
so after a few unsuccessful attempts to walk up the stairs we gave up (the person didnt stop throwing things at us! we were afraid it could be junkies throwing needles! you'll never know!) so yeah that was basically it. the end to our adventure. it was fun but really tiring tho! reached home at almost 6am gawd so tiring!
and today, went out with my family... aaaah.. what a complete weekend. :D
smiled at 10:19 PM
Friday, March 20, 2009
TGIFF.im gonna be alone in office today. boss came in and he went home cos he wasnt feeling too well. like omg? its friday and there's no boss! 'insert hysterical laughter here' WOOOOH!
so whats there to do this weekend? EHEH. i think im gonna go shopping! i'm so out of clothes to wear. no shoes. no bags. this is depressing!
today, i tried walking with my back straight because i've been getting a whole lot of comments that i always slouch. holy. the walk with straight back is making me so giddy now..
ok babies im out!
smiled at 12:45 PM
Monday, March 16, 2009
watched MOCCA yesterday. boy it was good! totally reminded me of my teenage years. not that im now old. you know.. those schooling time.. wooooo..anyways, nothing much for me to update.
just that i miss BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!
recorded this last saturday. omg i miss him!
dont worry he wasnt hurt! hehe. boom kept on walking in and out of my room. i guess he couldnt get enough of his sweet aunt! HOH WELL~
smiled at 12:35 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
yesterday was quite a bad day. at 4.30 in the morning i was forced to wake up cos i badly needed to use the washroom. my tummy was in horrible pain. i remember my world was spinning so much. i went in and out of the washroom till it was about 9am. the pain was like something's pulling and squeezing your intestines. damn it hurts like hell. soon after, my temperature was shootin high too.i texted my boss to tell him i dont think i'll be able to make it for work. Irfan came into my room and i didnt realise when he took my handphone away with him. when he came back with my phone, it was off. at first i thought my battery went flat. a while later my mom told me he dipped the phone into a glass of water at the dining table before she could stop him. sigh.
another handphone down. and thats not even my phone. its the office phone. im dead. i've used and spoilt in total 5 handphones in less than a year. what luck?
so my tummy. the pain still comes every half an hour up till now. the medicine the doc gave me sucks. i remember having this simillar pain and went to another doc who gave me a different type of med and it worked within in a few hours. i dunno man..
i hope i'll be fine soon.. :(
meanwhile, whats a girl to do when a camera is right in front of her face?
lol. camwhored a few days ago. where else can i post dis junk? hahaah. dont miss me too much! ciao!
smiled at 2:16 PM
Thursday, March 12, 2009
if you watch the news and read the papers, its shown everywhere about the shootings in Germany. a 17 year old randomly shot 10 students, 3 teachers and 3 passer-bys.imagine parents being called up to come over to the scene to check if the dead bodies there were their children... imagine strolling by the road with your best friend and the next thing you know your best friend is dead. what was dis dude thinking? its a relief to know that he's dead too. but sadly, we wont be able to know whats in his head?
i wonder if he's a game freak and he badly wants to see the scenes come to real life. saw a few articles involving teenagers who got so carried away with games that they do these things. gosh. the world is becoming such a dangerous place to live in.
another article in the new paper, its about a singaporean woman who dated a man online who lives in london. after talking and eventually they fell in 'love' he wanted to express his love for her by sending her a suitcase filled with jewelleries, money and yadayada. in the end she got to know its a scam n had to pay $3K. what a bastard.
internet : dangerous
smiled at 9:48 AM
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
as a lady, im sure you've experienced gazillions of times men staring at you while you're walking. its like as though their eyes are glued to you and that they've never seen a lady before. but have you ever experienced being stared at and then suddenly their attention is diverted to a hotter woman walking beside you? and the twist is that woman is actually a MAN?HAHAHAHAHA
there's this freakin HOT shemale working in the same building as me. i didnt know she was actually a he at first until i talked to him. woops.
oh cant deny she/he's hot. so well groomed and yadayada. what an embarrasment for myself. lol. lookin so messed up every freakin day.
it makes me wonder. would a man actually go for a SMOKIN HOT shemale or a messed up female? LOL.
so im back at work. reached home at almost 10 yesterday and now im in office again. working life SUCKS.
oh and did i mention? my boss bought me another table to replace my tiny side table. i wasnt complaining but he was. he said "i cant stand looking at you working at your desk. you look like a giant in a playhouse." GEEE. thanks boss.
so here i am looking greater than a CEO with two freakin huge desks. i literally lol-ed to myself in office yesterday when it came. and still lol-ing now. HAHAHA
smiled at 9:27 AM
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