Saturday, December 6, 2008
i've been patient. letting someone make me cry all the single fucking time. thats not suppose to happen anymore. the promise i made to myself, i broke it.im not extreme. for god sakes its hard to make myself even pray once a day. i know im not a good muslim. but there are some things that i cant do and it means I CANT. i dont drink. i dont go around having sex. and i can't and won't marry someone of other religion. thats the least i could do to show that im still a muslim. and you are nobody to question my beliefs. because u dont even know what being a muslim is.
you're basically a man with a bruised ego, out to make me feel bitter because you could not have your way. wait? are you even a man in the first place? i can't be with you because of my beliefs, the least you should do, even how hard it is for you to swallow, is to respect me much less mock me and scorn me. you've made me tear again and again, and i hope you're happy receiving whatever you have set out to do, and that is putting me to my misery. mission accomplished? I hope so.
Take it like a man and leave, and while you are it, please bring along your wounded pride with you. believe me, i've had feelings for you, it was hard for me as much as it was for you, but now after everything, i'm glad it has turned out this way because i get to see the real nasty side of you. i'm not regretting anything, and i will walk on ahead with chin up because i know where my loyalties lie, thank you.
Please know that whatever that was said, and done, and left unsaid, and undone, there was no slightest intention in me to cause any hurt. Even after everything that had happened, we did share some beautiful memories together and I'm still grateful for every one of them. .It is this way, because it has to be, I hope you will accept it and take it in your stride.
i hope you'll be happy with the other muslim. who doesnt even call herself a muslim. if she doesn't care much about her religion. thats her choice. I AM NOT HER, nor am i other muslims u've talked to. so quit comparing.
dont question why i blog about this. this is my "damn blog" and i'll blog about whatever that bothers me.
smiled at 7:40 PM
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