Sunday, October 26, 2008
my heart is speaking. this entry might bore you to the core.feeling: fucking fat and im about to explode
woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. opened my eyes and the shitty feeling was all over me. my throat is killing me. i can't even talk. when i start to talk, its more like a whisper. hahs.
i was hungry. n there was nothing to eat. so i boiled an egg. and i messed up the kitchen cos i totally forgot all about it. now i have a black egg to eat, a black pot and stove to scrub. damn it.
deary, you have no idea how it feels like when you called me and started crying to me.. it makes me wanna cry too. i feel you.. its okay.. everyone have their sucky days. take a deep breath and try to ignore it. besides, they're not important in your life. you don't have to be too affected by their mean words. totally. chill okay.. if you need someone to talk to, you know i'm just a call away. regardless of time or whatever the situation is, i don't want you to be feeling down all by yourself. whats a gff for? love you, you beautiful soul. yes you are. you just don't know it. and you have mean people around you that's why you don't realize it :) xoxo
for you, i don't know what to say. i can feel the difference now whenever i'm around you. its sad. im sad. i love you only as a friend, brother. and im sorry..
and for you, you're too good to be true. i don't want myself to be lost in my dreams. i need to snap myself back to reality. are you sure? is this even real? maybe yes. maybe no. i don't know..
you, you're too slow. for god sakes, speed up a little bit.
for those who didnt get an sms reply from me. im sorry.. im not able to reply. ya im pathetic. damn.
shut up cricket. you're making me feel like im in a jungle.
eyes closing. head spinning. im outta here.
smiled at 2:11 PM
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