Monday, August 25, 2008
im a huge mess. i feel like every part of my brain is entangled and im not able to think properly. i feel like crying or just scream at some seaside and hope that all my problems would just go away.fuckla. i need to let this out.
im gonna be out of job this thursday. i dont have another job yet. i have 3 fucking bills to pay. i have to give money to my parents. i wanna do make up. i wanna work. i wanna get a better paying job. i want a sweet boyfriend. HAHAHAH SEMPAT. and so far i have none of the above. ZERO!
is my problem a huge one? or am i just over reacting?
i have an interview later today. its at an insurance company. but without experience i dont think they're able to give me the salary that im expecting. aaargh.
and i feel so fucken lonely. i didnt know i would be so affected just in one day being home and not having my girlfriends around.
usually if im not working i would have nini, salwah or faezah to keep me company. now, maria is working as usual. salwah has to go out with her mom. nini just started with her hairdressing class. faezah jus started her new job.
damn. im fuckin lonely. and its only ONE day. wait, its only HALF a day so far. what happens next week?? when im jobless and i have to stay home??
oh goddd. please teach me how to be independent. please get me out of this mess.
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